Listen to Him!

17/6 - 3.05 a.m.

When pain is inflicted upon you, don't pray for the God to listen to you. 
Instead, pray for YOU to listen to the God. 
Because, God has been there by your side watching it all. 
He has NEVER left you.
He has been ALWAYS trying to comfort you in His arms.
He is smiling at you with love. 
See through Him, hear Him and smile back at Him. 
and the pain is gone! 
Go out and spread more love, more kindness, more than what you have been given, by the world.
Even if it means to only lose it, to the world. 
Even if it means never getting it back, from the world.

18/6- 10.30 a.m.

Isn't it a miracle waking up to a song that vividly describes how you slept feeling like, the last night ? Here, watch and listen to this. 

Another one

Love will fall in and out. 

It never fails to change its temper. 

It makes you live in a beautiful denial. 

It gets you into a major rethink. 

It oversteps the mark. 

Swirls of peace and calmess provokes in self. 

You become a reluctant believer which leads you to strange directions. 

Consternation of soul. 

Supressing your resentment at one's audacity.

It is only fair to reserve judgement. 

The Man of My Dreams

Our eyes have never met.

But our souls met. 

Because distance is for us 

And not for our souls. 

Without holding my hands,

You have held my heart. 

Without leaving a space, 

You have come into my heart.

Without walking by my side,

You have been running in my mind. 

What is with this immense love between you and me.

It feels like a fairytale with you.

You are better than my dreams.

You give me more than I ask for.

You love me more than I could wish for.

Truly the man of my dreams. 

You own it all.

From now and then,

From back and forth,

You and me,

Side by side, 

Never apart,

We will be.

What if ?

This distance between us is inbearable.
With you and because of you,
I have learnt how my love for you
is so divine that it hurts me without you by my side.
The distance between you and I
The miles between you and I
Though our love is strong
it is not enough to keep you away from my mind.
My heart yearns for you.
My eyes yearn to catch a sight of you.
Love and care conveyed through text messages are inadequate.
How long more is this wait.

Not sure what I am losing but I might just keep going.
Not sure why I am not giving up and what am I holding on to. 
Not sure if it's going to worth the wait. 
Not sure if it's meant to be but if it is, not sure how long it's going to be. 
Not sure if these questions are entitled to answers today but they definitely will, 
one day.
What if one day,
We realise,
We were never meant to be together at all.
Th irony of life is bringing me far from you
from the man whom I have loved 
and always will. 

Left

My heart is at such state that,

No apology can mend the hurt,

No promise can heal the pain.

Nothing ceases the heart from bleeding.

Nothing stops the tears from rolling.

My true love entitled me to this pain,

I am left in vain.

I have stopped believing love wins anything.

Because the love I gave,

to the man who is my everything,

never really meant anything.

Sometimes,
I wake up from a dream that seems so real

till yesterday.
Sometimes,

I wish this night and this darkness never ends.

because this emptiness is rare.

Like yesterdays

With words unspoken,
feelings unexpressed,
tonight's tears would know
how much I have missed all of you.
Memories held aback,
never did I know
I won't gain them back.
Gone are the days,
when we were together
every day,
every hour,
being there for each other.
Now, I am left alone.
A brand new path is ahead
without all of you.
I am standing right here,
not wanting to step ahead
nor move on.
Would you come back,
hold my hand, never leave it
and bring me through the path
like yesterdays?

Not Again.

Not again.
Secure the heart
before pain hunts and taunts it.
Remind the mind
before it loses its hold.
If at all the feeling is transient,
the tears will come and find you anyway.
For it has been a long time,
you have ever felt for anyone.
For it is now,
you have felt for him.
It would hurt but this is the price,
the heart has to pay.