He, I and Indifference (II)

Yesterday, he be the one I want.

Today, he be the one I do not want.

Yesterday, it was love.

Today, it is indifference.

We split up for no reason,

Just like how I loved him for no reason.

I looked for one reason to hold on

He looked for hundreds of reason to move on.

I used to go there for him.

But now that he is not there anymore,

I shall never go there anymore,

Till somebody replaces him.

He came, he left. That is he. 

Pain [19.08.2012]

                                                                     

                                                                     

The silence,
The loneliness,
The darkness,
The emptiness.

The voices in my head
They are not compromising.
Neither the situation is.
The pain in heart 
The disorientation in mind
Do not seem to understand
My eyes swell and ache
The tears will not stop they say
Till the hurt is felt no more.

The reason is that
The heart knows what it wants
The mind understands what it needs
But the mouth fails to speak.
Expectation and hopes
are two different words.
But
they lead to only one,
HEART CRUSHING PAIN.

He, I and Indifference (I)

It was yesterday,
When he held my hand,
So secure I felt,
Having his fingers wrapped with mine.
The moment is gone.

Yesterday,
At that same place,
He looked at me filled with love
For I am his girl.
The moment is gone.
Today,
At that same place,
He looked at me filled with hatred
For I am no longer his girl.

For a guy who used to love me more than I did,
For a guy who used to pamper me more than I did,
For a guy who used to think about us more than I did,
For a guy who used to wish we would last long more than I did,
What made him to move on so easily?
How did he get over me so easily?

If it was closeness he asked for
yesterday,
Why is it separation he asked for
today?