If you don't, someone else will

If you can't live up to my expectations,treat me well at least.
If you don't, someone else will. 
If you can't fulfill my fantasies, show me all ways of love at least.
If you don't, someone else will.


Show me the way you love
to prove you deserve me. 
Show me how much you love
to prove you deserve me.
If you don't, someone else will.


Let my mind point you,

Let my heart says it's you,

While you never make me feel you are the best,
You definitely don't deserve my best.

While you never make effort for it to last ,

You are definitely not better than my past.
While you never realise what it takes to be with a girl like me,
You are definitely just the same who does not deserve me.

You may charm sassy beings ,

You may melt many hearts,

You may break girls' prides,

You may suit nouveau riche tastes,

But 
if you are never the man who fights for what he loves,
if you are never the man who wants to stay no matter how hard it is going to be,
You would just have to know,
Everyone falls in love but not everyone stays in love,
with the same girl,
forever.

My Imperfectness

My imperfectness

Sunday, 08.04.2012

Darkness between four walls. 

Mere silence. 

Only me
and tears as companion. 

I wish to be invisible. 

I wish to run away from here, 

far from here 

to a place where there is no one.
or I'll just plummet to my death. 

It's impossible. 

I dislike the mirror.

For it reflects the person I dislike

Me.  

I always loved myself 

yet in what darkness, 

what dense ignorance, 

was this mental battle fought. 

Every nerve I'd feared my imperfectness 

and every morsel of flesh in my bones shrank 

when they point it out. 

I'm fine this way, I say 

but deep at heart, I am not.

My racked nerves were now in such state that,

no calm could soothe and

no pleasure excite them.

Do not blame me for not being myself. 

I will repent. 

Lust, attraction, infatuation. These are less than love. After living in denial of what I ACTUALLY feel, here are some lessons I have learnt in silence.

• Love is a good thing. It should lift you to become a better person. Anything less is not love. Love should feel good. It should not make you feel bad or rather guilty for being real about your feelings. It should make you want to become a better person. LOVE MUST MAKE YOU HAPPY EVERYDAY. It keeps you energetic, enthusiastic and motivated to live each day!

• If it's love, you spend a good healthy balance time together. If it's infatuation, you spend every minute with them.

• When you don't talk, there will be a lot of stuffs ending up not getting said. Thus, they will never know how you feel and you will never know how they feel. A bridge of unspoken words there. ;)

• No lies no secrets. It is always better to speak out. Both would feel better. 

• You can't kill feeling. It either fades with time or remains forever.
• Similarly, you should not try to cut down on communication with the one you know you can't stay a day without talking to. All that I would say is, make use of it. In a positive way of course. Spend time studying together. It does no harm, right ? 

“A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another, they will fall for each other...Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever”                               

Yet, I have confusions in return too. Till tell you more in the next post, toodles ! xx